Strange

So strangely enough this time around I'm finding that I'm not hungry. I'm usually always hungry, oh well I won't complain. I set a rule to start out at around 1000 calories a day and when I stop losing move it down a bit. But I just can't eat that much lately, yesterday I had 790 calories in total but that was by making myself eat supper. I didn't want it at all. I wanted to start out higher because if I start out so low I won't have anywhere to go once I plateau. I'm going to do a low day today like 400-500 then do a high day tomorrow 1000 tops. 


I'm going out to see about joining a gym with my cousin soon. I need to do some cardio and want to do something with weights to lift my ass haha. I don't have anything happening up top boob wise ( yes I'm the fat girl with little boobs fml) so I might as well make my ass look nice. Any suggestions?


This morning the scale said 153, getting there. I can't wait to be in the 140's, feels like a lifetime since I've been there. That's it for now. Skinny thoughts. xo